an apprenticeship as assistant in garment technology without job opportunities, but met Nele, someone who reads books, second hand shop job in dresden, met art students Melo and Raiko, took me to exhibitions, did drawing courses, got into fashion design class at not so prestigious technical university, met Lola, she introduced me to intersectional feminism, visited lectures, got frustrated, got into more prestigious art university, met Pierre-Yves, queer filmmaker who dances,i always wanted to pole dance but pole dance courses are so expensive except when you are a student and then it‘s not uncommon dance teachers and dancers distance themselves from the dance‘s origin.

One question that has been with me for a long time, is that of the social background of the artistic players? Who has access to art and art universities? Who can afford it? Who dares to become artistically active?